It started, when I wanted to draw a wedding dress, that I would like to have. I wanted the girl to smile, but the harder I tried to, the sadder she was. And when the drawing was done, she looked as if she wanted to say words from the right corner. She hates herself, in the same time she loves her man.
I guess it ended that way, because while drawing I was thinking about my crush. I feel the same way about him. The difrence is that I think he isn't even interested in me. And I'm not as cute as the girl from the picture is.
I hate vails (and any other things you put on your head), that's why she doesn't heave one.
I wrote "take" instead of "have" to cancel the erotical meaning of the sentence. I wanted to write about longer relationships, as marriage. I could wite "take me as your wife/fiance/girlfrien/whatever", but it wouldn't look good. And I wanted every girl colud apply this to her (if she feels that way)